12 1/2 hours. i don't even know why i'm still awake...i had such a crazy night last night and then i had to work today. i've been fighting to stay awake, but i mostly dozed between random phone calls. for some reason i don't want to let myself go to bed, but that's exactly what i need to do. i guess that means i should stop drinking this bottle of coke. whatever. time for family guy and some pajamas and maybe i'll finally go to sleep.
And so it was...
The change was good! Landed that job that I mentioned in the last post. Nailed it. Best job of my life! But there's other changes too. I think I have a boyfriend. Well, I know I have a boyfriend. I just haven't been able to say it yet. Hell, we're not even Facebook friends yet. (Friend request pending...he's not on there a lot...but I know he's going to approve it.) You know how every time you meet someone, you say that things are different this time, and it's going to be different...but it ends up ending the same way? (Obviously it ends the same way...because it ends.) I know this time is totally different. We met differently. We had a real first date. And then a real second date. Then I got so freaked out that I almost bolted...almost shut the entire thing down in fear of getting emotionally destroyed again. I'm glad I didn't. Things are so...equal. Similar upbringing, shared goals and philosophies, equal footing on terms of marriage (no prev...
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