My Twenty-Something Quasi-Soap

I could go on and on about how fucking miserable I've been ever since I moved back to Jersey, but it's a waste of energy. My latest tweet says it all: Running out of options, money and time. Should probably start saying goodbye to my car. Poor Ramen-mobile, I hardly knew ye.

It's bad enough that I'm sitting here at almost 5 in the morning still on the computer (because I had too much coffee today so I'm just now getting tired). It sucks that I got my last severance check today and now have to rely on laughable unemployment checks to pay my bills (seriously, when was the last time that $5oo a month was enough for anyone to live on? Unemployment is a joke .). It's unfathomable that I have been out of work for a month and a half now, trying to be patient and secure another job at the neighborhood book store. If all this waiting amounts to nothing, I'll be even more pissed at having sat around for a month and a half instead of finding another job. It's frustrating having to put up with unexplained bullshit (once again with the bullshit) from my (presumably?) best friend who still hasn't learned how to use his words and just fucking tell me just what his problem is. It's laughable that all I do is sit around in my parents' h...

At all. Welcome back to New Jersey, where the temperature is currently 23 degrees and there's approximately 6 inches of fluffy white stuff on the ground that blows around when the wind gusts to 24 miles an hour. I am not amused. Seriously, I haven't been a fan of snow in a long time. And having to look outside at that wretched wasteland of ice and snow and cold is just insult to injury. (I know, I'm acting like I live in Siberia as opposed to the Mid-Atlantic Coast. I spent 18 months in Florida...work with me here.) It's bad enough that I've spent so much time putzing about the house not doing anything for the past month. Now I really can't go anywhere even if I wanted to go outside. Ok, the roads are clear enough that I could go somewhere if I wanted to, but seriously? Unless I was headed to the airport so I could go fly somewhere warm, I would not venture outside today. I am bored bored bored. With cabin fever. Yay.