Seriously?
It's bad enough that I'm sitting here at almost 5 in the morning still on the computer (because I had too much coffee today so I'm just now getting tired).
It sucks that I got my last severance check today and now have to rely on laughable unemployment checks to pay my bills (seriously, when was the last time that $5oo a month was enough for anyone to live on? Unemployment is a joke.).
It's unfathomable that I have been out of work for a month and a half now, trying to be patient and secure another job at the neighborhood book store. If all this waiting amounts to nothing, I'll be even more pissed at having sat around for a month and a half instead of finding another job.
It's frustrating having to put up with unexplained bullshit (once again with the bullshit) from my (presumably?) best friend who still hasn't learned how to use his words and just fucking tell me just what his problem is.
It's laughable that all I do is sit around in my parents' house all day long, not because I want to, but because I can't afford to do anything else until I have a job, which I don't.
It's sickening that the weather up here totally sucks balls instead of being 80 degrees and sunny every day.
But the worst thing about all of this, at this particular moment, at almost 5am on a Saturday morning...
...is that all I want are some Cuban pastelitos and coffee and I haven't the slightest clue as to where to get them.
Seriously.
It sucks that I got my last severance check today and now have to rely on laughable unemployment checks to pay my bills (seriously, when was the last time that $5oo a month was enough for anyone to live on? Unemployment is a joke.).
It's unfathomable that I have been out of work for a month and a half now, trying to be patient and secure another job at the neighborhood book store. If all this waiting amounts to nothing, I'll be even more pissed at having sat around for a month and a half instead of finding another job.
It's frustrating having to put up with unexplained bullshit (once again with the bullshit) from my (presumably?) best friend who still hasn't learned how to use his words and just fucking tell me just what his problem is.
It's laughable that all I do is sit around in my parents' house all day long, not because I want to, but because I can't afford to do anything else until I have a job, which I don't.
It's sickening that the weather up here totally sucks balls instead of being 80 degrees and sunny every day.
But the worst thing about all of this, at this particular moment, at almost 5am on a Saturday morning...
...is that all I want are some Cuban pastelitos and coffee and I haven't the slightest clue as to where to get them.
Seriously.
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