Omg, am I psychic?

So, you know how I was talking about waiting for the other shoe to drop? Wondering what the next big monkey wrench was going to be?

BBE and I broke up just about a week after my last post.

::audience gasps in shock::

Yes, it's true. And to be perfectly honest, I don't feel like saying much more about it. My main focus over these past six weeks has been moving on from the whole situation, and not dwelling on the particulars or rehashing everything for the sake of the blog helps me move on.

Ok, you say, so BBE is out of the picture. What about PharmaWin?

PharmaWin? More like PharmaBore. Booooooooooring. Digging through old files, finding things that pre-date the moon landing (I'm not even kidding), filing files, pulling files, copying files...files, files, files. Dude, it was so gosh-awful boring that I thought I was going to lose my mind!

In the midst of my two week "omgwtf-I just broke up with BBE-I hate my new job-my life is a hot mess-and I don't know how to fix it" depressive state, I stumbled back to the job boards and saw a posting for a position at the place that I left for PharmaBore. Since I left on good terms, and I missed the job and the organization like crazy, I made a phone call. I went in for an interview. I received and accepted an offer for permanent full time employment.

On Monday, I'll go back to the office where I spent four months with a new permanent status and a new title: HR Generalist.

Did you know that I figured out that I want to make Human Resources my career? And that becoming a generalist is part of my grand career path?

Do you know how wicked awesome it is to get your offer letter in the mail with the title of the job you have wanted for a year and a half on it?

I'll tell you how wicked awesome it is: it's so awesome, it's sick.

So since my potentially psychic brainwaves were correct six weeks ago when I was waiting for something bad to happen, I feel really good about the feeling I have that things are finally - really and truly - starting to turn around for me. The first half of 2010 was just laying the groundwork for what will be an awesome second half of the year, and beyond.

Yay me! I've learned that even when you're sure that everything has gone to crap (seriously, I was a hott mess for two weeks - it was a bad scene), you can't lose that teeny tiny shred of hope you have left (and lord, was it a tiny one). Sometimes the smallest piece of debris will help you survive the shipwreck.

:)