*sigh*....every day I am forced to add another name to the list of people who piss me off...have you ever been told that some big thing was going to happen, but you're not really sure if it actually will? so you wait until the last possible moment to start planning things for this event because you know how unpredictable the situation may be. and then you're given the false impression that the even will actually happen, so you sit with one of your best friends at his apartment and spend 7 hours downloading songs and making a cd so everything will be perfect for the event. you're both dead tired and entertaining guests, but you make the sacrifice anyway. you're doing it out of the kindness and goodness of your heart, and you even sacrifice the completeness of the cd project just so you can have it done for this event. finally, the cd is finished, and all that there is left to do is make the copies...tomorrow. you drag yourself back to your dorm at 12:30 in the morning and there's a message on the machine. good! a final notification that the event is going to happen. Wrong! 7 hours of hard work and endurance flushed down the toilet. goodbye! and that's why i'm so pissed. now there's probably a very good reason why this event will not be taking place this weekend, but i'm so frustrated and tired and pissed at this moment that even if i heard it, i wouldn't care. i mean, that just really sucks to bust your ass for someone and then they don't show. it really sucks. but of course, i'll get over being pissed and everything will be cool again. but what about the next time? should i even bother? to bust my ass and be let down or to not do anything and feel guilty if something actually happens? that is the real question, boys and girls. grrrrr.....i'll be back
With the brokeness...
That's how I'm rollin' right now. With the brokeness. Thank god for ramen noodles and chicken nuggets. Just finished spending my paycheck before I've even gotten it...on bills. ::sigh:: But there are happy things to look forward to! Andre is coming down to visit tomorrow because he's a lucky bastard who gets a 5 day weekend thanks to teachers' convention and Veterans' Day. But I guess I'm really the lucky one because I get to see him for a few days. And yesterday I got a call from another one of my awesome friends in Chicago who wants to come visit in December. Between that and the fact that the weather has turned absolutely gorgeous, I'm starting to see a few of the benefits of living down here in Florida. Except for the fact that I'm broke all the time. But then again, how many of you can say that you went to the beach last weekend? That's what I thought. So there. Ok...have to finish cleaning and then I have to put gas in my car (thank god...
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