aaaaaaaaahhhhhhh! tried to change the window size and the damn computer erased all that i had written! everything about homework and boys and computers......all gone! Damn school computers! Yet another small taste of the RU Screw dearies...gotta love the RU screw. Dammit. And I forgot to tell someone my site address, so she probably won't see this till later. Great. *sigh* well, my loyal subjects--i mean, fans--i am off to the wonferful world of Expository Writing 101 where i get to ram my 5 page paper in my teacher's face and say, "eat that, you beeyotch! it's actually 5 pages long instead of four. eat it!!!" o tay, ta ta for now kiddies.
Struggling between commerce and the greater good...
...is emotionally draining. My current job allows me to work with schools in such a way that I'm beginning to realize yet again that I should be a teacher. To have the ability to work with kids and inspire them to work hard and get ready for the real world...that's something that's of real merit. That's something to truly be proud of. Even only reaching one kid a year out of the 30 or more you may teach...that's one kid that you've inspired to read more or write more or become a scientist or a teacher or the next President. I don't care if you think this sounds cliched...it's the truth. Anyway, now I'm in a position where the things that I really want to do can't be accomplished with the job that I currently have. Frustrating, yes. Surprising, no. Long time readers really know how not surprising this is. But things are ok for now. I'm thinking about lots of stuff and keeping busy at work and focusing on things that will help me keep my sanity...
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