so i went an entire day without blogging...maybe that's good. yesterday, i watched the whole rememberance thingie on tv and finally broke down crying for the first time in a while. i guess you could say that i finally woke up to all the stuff that had been going on. it's kinda real now. well, not much else went on yesterday....went to band rehearsal and then chilled at andre's with my buds. woke up and went to breakfast, and now i'm going to see if i can go home and be with my family for a while...as much as they drove me nuts this summer, it would be nice to see them now. so this entry's a short one kids, but i'll see y'alls later. peace and pixy stix!
And so it was...
The change was good! Landed that job that I mentioned in the last post. Nailed it. Best job of my life! But there's other changes too. I think I have a boyfriend. Well, I know I have a boyfriend. I just haven't been able to say it yet. Hell, we're not even Facebook friends yet. (Friend request pending...he's not on there a lot...but I know he's going to approve it.) You know how every time you meet someone, you say that things are different this time, and it's going to be different...but it ends up ending the same way? (Obviously it ends the same way...because it ends.) I know this time is totally different. We met differently. We had a real first date. And then a real second date. Then I got so freaked out that I almost bolted...almost shut the entire thing down in fear of getting emotionally destroyed again. I'm glad I didn't. Things are so...equal. Similar upbringing, shared goals and philosophies, equal footing on terms of marriage (no prev...
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